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[Tuesday March 21st, 2006] Sorry Guys you know the drill! READ (8) CMNT

[Monday November 28th, 2005] Yeah heres one of my dirty little secrets; _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _! Yeah Instant message me with your gusses or leave me a comment. READ (3) CMNT

[Friday November 25th, 2005] im confused. i need some mexican candy. i need to sleep i need to get over my cold i need to get ovet that boy. READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday November 5th, 2005] So last night Gabby decided she was going to take me out. I really didnt want to go cause I wasnt in the see the world mood. So I got ready and was waiting for her to pick me up. Then Matt called me. I told him everything that was wrong. But the best part is he didnt tell me life wasnt that bad and that I was being selfish. He was supportive and gave me good advice. He dropped a spoon in the water and got water all over his face. Anyways then Gabby came and I got of the phone with Matt. So I went over to these kids house and I met Gabbys friend. Then we decided we were going to go pick up JC out in the middle of no where. So Baylie drove. I was in the front. Gabby was in the back. I was leaning up against the door that way I could talk to Gabby. Then boom we get into a car accident. I was scared. No one was hurt but still. It made me realize alot of things. So we got JC then went to Baylies house to stay the night. I told Matt that I would try my hardest not to run into any cactus anymore. He told me he is one of those people I can call if Im thinking about running into a cactus. My whole right side and my head hurts like a bitch. READ (2) CMNT

[Sunday October 23rd, 2005] Wow Tonight was emense amounts of funn; Jeff came and picked me up at my house then we went and pick up the lovely Robin. From there we went to Walmart and got some Mickdicks and looked for a weegee board but walmart doesnt carry them. So then we went to blockbuster and rented Constantine. Jeff decided to not unlock the doors so Robin and I decided we were going to try and walk back to his house. We tried to hide from him but he pulled in the parking lot and was watching us the whole time. So then we went to Jeff's house and watched videos on his computer until Rach got there. Then I kept scaring Jeff by turning his radio on with the changer and he didnt see me. While we were in Jeffs room I was texting Matt and he thought I was drunk. haha. So then Jeff gets the idea while we are in his room to light his cologne on fire. He ended up burning himself. So then we went out side and lit cologne on fire and Jeff got the bright idea to try and light aerosal on fire. It was fricken hiliarious. After we got done playing with the fire we were outside talking and Jeff found the perfect song to hump me to. It was pretty nice. So then we thought his dad was pulling in so Jeff runs out in the street to the van and as he is getting ready to jump on it he realizes that it is not his dad. So we all run inside. Then we go and sit down in his game room and we get into a tickle war. Then Jeff gets up off the couch and goes and sits in the chair so I follow him and I push him off the chair and we end up starting to wrestle. So then we go in the living rooom and wrestle and then he gets his brother Dan to wrestle with him. Lets just say Jeff got his ass handed to him all 4 rounds. Then we all pretty much relax and everyone goes home. All in all it was a funn night. READ (0) CMNT

[Friday October 21st, 2005] Well I talked to sorenson. I told him it was me who wrote him the email. Im doing better. I feel like a huge weight was lifted off of my shoulders when I told Sorensen it was me. He wasnt mad at all. He said he had a new found respect and was very proud of me for coming forward and telling him face to face. Im gonna give him a second chance, he is giving me one so I fell as if its the least I can do. Throughout this whole ordeal I realized that I cant trust 5 of the 7 people I thought I could. The two people know who they are. But I am going to try and start being a better person, and not being so depressed all of the time. READ (1) CMNT

[Thursday October 6th, 2005] So today i was feeling a little better I guess. First off S has been gone making drama fun cause all i do is sit and talk. Then School was pretty much just school. I love Jeff Ziegler and Matt Pickard todeath. They know what to say when to make me cheer up. So today after school Jeff Kayleen and I decided we wanted to all hasng out. So Jeff Kayleen and I met up with Racheal at Dennys and we had tons of fun there. Then we decided to be random and go to the 99 cents only store. It was quite fun. Kayleen and bought sunglasses that are super cool. Then we decided to go to Goodwill. So we were having fun in Good will but the whole time i was texting matt and i wanted him to be there with us. So i texted him and i was all we are at good will you should come then the next thing i know i see matt pickard walk into good will. So him and jeff decided to try on Halloween costumes. It was funny. Then we played around in Goodwill untill Matt had to leave. Then we walked back to Jeff's car and he smelt like skunk from the costume so he left. then kayleen rach and i went to walmart and saw spencer tony and tyler. so we went to the tucson mall with them then we went home. it was an ok day. tomorrow it should be even better with Jeff and Kayleen. READ (0) CMNT

[Wednesday October 5th, 2005] I feel like I am at my breaking point. As Jeff said him and I are on the edge of a cliff and we are looking over. I dont know what to do anymore. I am so stressed out. Im so far gone. It seemed like today in english everything we talked about related to my day. Ms.Beck started talking about themes. Then she said this theme: 'Often when we are at the bottom something will happen to put things in place.' Im hoping for something to happen. I cant do this anymore. I feel horrible. I can control my emotions. Like today in drama i got matt benner to let everyone scream before warm up. After i screamed i couldnt stop crying. I dont know what is going on with me. Im letting people down i know it. I cant take this anymore. How far can a person be pushed. Its gotten to the point where I just want to go home and cry. Im only 15 I shouldnt be this sad. I shouldnt be this tired. I feel so lost. Im losing my connection with my friend. Im done. Im lost. Im sad. Im mad. READ (2) CMNT

[Monday October 3rd, 2005] God sorenson is so effing gay. he cancelled rehearsal until further notice. d fucking flipped out on me and julie because julie asked me if i was wearing my sisters shirt. im so fucking pissed me kayleen and matt and julie all vented outside in the parking lot. i found out soem new things about matt. IM SO FUCKING PISSED! JAKE IS BEING A GAY ASS BITCH AND PEOPLE KISS ASS WAY TO FUCKING MUCH! IF YOU THINK THAT IM STUOID FOR HATING SORENSEN THEN YOU SHOULD JUMP OFF A CLIFF CAUSE I AM PRY BEING 'SELFISH' READ (7) CMNT

[Sunday October 2nd, 2005] THRILLER SUNDAY BASH Sunday, October 16th - Presented by 93.7 KRQ KRQ welcomes The Click Five to Nightfall! The band made the highest charting debut by a new rock band in 2005. The band's release, Greetings From Imrie House entered the Billboard Top 200 at ..15 last month led by the hit single 'Just the Girl'. Seating is limited. Nightfall admission included. Stay tuned for details on how to get in to the show. god i want to go on that day!! leave me a comment if you want to go! READ (5) CMNT

[Saturday October 1st, 2005] Last night was one of the funnest friday nioght crew times. - hung out after school for a while and talked -shannon ran over levys lunch box which was priceless -went to jeffs and counted our change - paid for our din din at mcd's with all change -ran from everyone in walmart with kayleen -tested the comfort of all the carseats -went to the bowling alley -waited an hour to bowl - stephanie is the black version of me i love it -bowled and lost one of the two games - got really sad cause im so confused about boys -dad called and yelled at em which made me ven more sad - had my head down on the trable and someone taps my shoulder so i turned around and it was matt -matt kept making me smile i liked it -matt left and then it was sort of boring -had to rub my belly all the way back after i bowled for losing the bet -started doing crazy moves each time we bowled - went back to mcd's to wait for rach to get off and levy and julie and i realized the black man in the painting has a hand the size of his kids -went back to jeffs talked for a little bit -confused on the friendship between jeff and i -levy took me home I dont know what to do about this one boy..... READ (0) CMNT

[Thursday September 29th, 2005] love and hate;; Aww I am so happy he is back! So here is the story: This morning i was in the auditorium and i was sitting on the stool with my hands resting on my face because today i was really missing matt so i was listening to the "ill be your crying shoulder" song and i hear someone call my name and it sounded like matt but i though to myself what ever its not him then i hear my name again and i look up and its matt. I didnt know how to react. So i looked at Jake sitting in the audience then i started crying. I ran up and gave him the biggest hug ever and i couldnt stop crying. It was by far the best part of my day Then we went to rehearsal and Sorensen basically told me i shouldnt be friends with julie jeff matt kayleen and levy. I hate him. READ (2) CMNT

[Wednesday September 28th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] I want matt to come back; i need his help; i need his advice; i need his hugs; READ (0) CMNT

[Tuesday September 27th, 2005] I WANT MATT TO COME HOME!!!!! I GOT ALEX MOES AUTOGRAPH TODAY! READ (0) CMNT

[Saturday September 24th, 2005] changed my layout. im so worried about him. so much for sleeping. READ (0) CMNT

[Tuesday September 20th, 2005] Don Adriano de Armando I do affect the very ground (which is base) where her shoe ( which is baser) guided by her foot (which is basest) doth tread. I shall be forsworn ( which is a great argument of falsehood) if I love. And how can that be true love, which is falsely attempted? Love is a familiar; love is a devil; there is no evil angel but Love. Yet was Sampson so tempted, and he had an excellent strength; yet was Salmon so seduced, and he had a very good wit. Cupid’s butt-shaft is too hard for Hercules’ club, and therefore too much odds for a Spaniard’s rapier. The first and second cause will not serve my turn; the passado he respects not, the duello he regards not: hi disgrace is to be called boy, but his glory is to subdue men. Adieu, valor, rust, rapier, be still, drum, for your manager is in love; yea, he loveth. Assist me, some extemporal god of rhyme, for I am sure I shall turn sonnet. Devise, wit, write, pen, for I am for whole volumes in folio. READ (0) CMNT

[Sunday September 4th, 2005] BOYS MAKE ME WANT TO SCREAM X 43574354354365435436874354357365435743654354. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO ACT ALL MACHO WHY DO THEY HURT YOUR FEELINGS OH WAIT I FORGOT THEY ARE GAY READ (2) CMNT

[Sunday September 4th, 2005] 1. Go here. 2. Pass it on. ( my answers ) READ (6) CMNT

[Saturday September 3rd, 2005] WOW i ruined a perfectly good thing. and my whole labor day weekend.   ( Questions ) READ (0) CMNT

[Thursday September 1st, 2005] [ mood | i could just pee ] I like a boy and he likes me kindo of yay! this is so effing shocking! READ (7) CMNT

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